November 2009
10 posts
I HATE IT
that you decide my happiness. Correct, I make my own decisions I choose where I’ll walk, but YOU decide my happiness. A word, an expression, what you said, HOW you said it, what you DIDNT say, every little things make or break me.
Why the fuck am I so embroiled in this.. thing.. that you have.
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I am soooooooooooooo glad and soooooooooooooo disappointed. glad coz i dun wanna regret coz u might not be the one. disappointed coz I think you could actually be the one. wtf. hahahahahhaa.
Hold your tears, put your worries behind.
Take my...
I said...
I said I didnt care.. but actually I do. alot. not even the mechanics of the whole fucking issue but the whole emotional aspect of it. Of You. and the reason behind the things you do and did, which I find it extremely hard to fathom.
So funny, sometimes you are like my darling little (hardcovered limited edition AND autographed) open book, so delightful, so precious to me, your quirks and...
drip drop tear drop
I hurt I hurt I hurt so much you wouldnt believe it. The tears that fall so easily nowadays.. until it doesnt matter anymore. I hurt with every word uttered, every past I’ve stupidly uncovered by myself snooping around like the petty little creep I am. I hurt for no reason that was relevant right now and I hurt unreasonably because I hurt with anything that was you and that didnt include me-...
Ode to nice girls
So don’t say you’re on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won’t answer your catcalls, sometimes you’re looking at a nice girl in whore’s clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back...
“All a girl really wants is for one guy to prove to her that they are not all the...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma)
“If you’re looking for sympathy you’ll find it between shit and syphilis in the...”
– David Sedaris (via shinejuly)(via doublebagel) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via lynette)
